Lovely

Hey,
    Thanks for visiting my blog =]. I'm a noob blogger hoping to gain experience and get somewhat popular.
(Boy wouldn't we all)
My main purpose for starting this blog is to keep myself motivated hopefully motivating some others in the process.

My larger posts will be typed like this btw so it'll be easier to read ( I hate big 'Ole paragraphs, makes me not want to read 'em at all lol)

Here are my stats
Hight~ 5'7 1/2"
SW~210
CW~185
UGW~125

I want to lose weight by calorie restriction because i know it works. I lost a ton of weight in Elementary and Middle school that way and gained it back sevenfold in my 8th and 9th grade years because i just went crazy. This year i'm a junior and before summer ends, i want to be hot.

I want a boyfriend
I want a crazy life style that no fat person seems to have or get invited to
I want people to finally notice me
I want to get picked up and get called light
I want to sit on someone's lap
I want to be thought of as hot by someone
I want to get stared at
I want the confidence to rock a certain look
I want confidence period

It feels as though the only way for me to ever truly be happy is if i were skinny. If i had some sort of control i'd feel stronger and i could take on so many other things.

So here are some thinspos to get motivated babes! :DDD

I love this Gothy chick's figure <3

So is it just me or is it almost impossible to find some black girl thinspo? They always turn out to be chicks in black clothing or something stupid.

I'll be posting some of these rare pics tomorrow

~I've done enough blogging for one day babes~